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Tuesday, May 04, 2010

個人的臉上有太多的笑 ,是因為心裏有太多的痛, 因為傷了 ,所以偽裝
 
總有一些人,他們看上去整天都很開心,嘻嘻哈哈的,沒有煩惱,像個小孩,他們會說玩是我最大的樂趣,我很喜歡玩,我什麼都會玩.人多的時候他們臉上總掛著笑容,好多人都會羡慕他們,然而這其實是他們最悲哀的地方,他們不想讓別人看到自己難過的一面,更沒有能力一個人獨處,因為當夜深人靜的時候,他不知道一個人會發生什麼事,坐在窗前冥想走過的點滴

沒有人讀的懂他們,想著想著貌似快樂的他們就會黯然流下一臉的悲傷,然後自己對自己說:其實也沒什麼,命運吧!所以他們就整天逼自己笑,以此來逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦!

他們貌似很堅強,因為在別人看來,他們什麼事都能微笑著去面對,但事實上他們長著世界上最脆弱的心靈,只是長期的偽裝使得別人很難發現他們內心深處的創傷。 他們其實非常孤獨,雖然看到他們時都是在跟一群人談天說地,那是因為他們實在不能承受一個人時的折磨!

他們只想簡簡單單、快快樂樂的活著,期待並且相信每個人給的笑容都是真心的,希望身邊的人都是真正的喜歡自己。即使別人小小的意見,也會另他們難過好久,他們真的真的很介意,介意自己不被人喜歡。因為,他們總是為別人想的很多,對別人總是比對自己好;把能對喜歡的人好當做幸福,喜歡別人比喜歡自己多。

他們總是那樣,前一秒還傷心的流著淚,後一秒出現在朋友面前的時候,已經滿臉溢著燦爛的笑容有人說他們是向日葵,是的,他們在意的人就像是太陽,
在面對太陽的時候永遠是明豔的花瓣,而太陽照不到的背面,那悲傷藏得那麼好,不願被看見。

他們嚮往放縱自由的生活,卻必須為了誰很努力的朝另外的一個方向活著,很累很累,卻仍是心甘情願。離自己的夢境越來越來遠,不得不面對從未想過的爭奪和複雜,恐慌、不知所措。只有面對最信賴的人時,才會卸下盔甲,委屈的流下眼淚。因為在他們心裏,笑就是開心,哭就是難過,接近就是喜歡,遠離就是討厭。但其實不是,他們明白了,心好傷,眼淚就沒忍住。哭過之後,笑笑得擦幹眼淚,說,沒關係,我可以做的很好的。

他們好像無所不能,好像總是不會有煩惱,好像什麼問題都能輕而易舉的解決,總是喜歡喜歡出現在流淚的人面前,笑嘻嘻的逗著笑。
而面對自己的問題,他們卻茫然無措,面對自己的悲傷,他們只會躲在人們看不見的角落裏慢慢由傷口越裂越大。

他們的想法非常簡單,說出來的就是心裏所想的,肚子裏不會拐七道八道的小彎,無心的話可能會引起別人的誤解。所以,請別記恨他們,他們從不願傷害誰,小小的錯誤就能讓他們懊悔很久。

他們其實非常單純,甚至你曾經給了他一個微笑他也會一輩子記得你的好,因此他們的世界觀其實也很簡單他們很容易受蠱惑 ,請不要輕易的傷害他們的感情,因為一旦傷害了,那就將永遠彌補不回來! 如果你身邊有這種人請你給予他(她)那怕是鳳毛麟角的那點關懷,讓他(她)知道這個世界沒有拋棄他們。
 
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正如羅小姐說"還是xanga好, 在fb寫甚麼都有種赤裸裸的感覺"
看完這篇文章,方才發現
原來我也蠻像向日葵


Tuesday, November 17, 2009

(copied 轉貼!)

01.上了大學才知道,兩個天天在一起的人不一定是朋友,有可能什麼都不是。

02.上了大學才知道,從來不要和別人爭論什麼,因為那是沒有結果的,無論誰對誰錯。

03.上了大學才知道,真心對一個人好不一定有回報,而你忽略的人往往有可能是最重視你的。

04.上了大學才知道,很多東西是可遇而不可求的,很多東西你只能擁有一次。

05.上了大學才知道,戀愛不一定是真心的,有可能是利益關係,有可能是攀比心理。

06.上了大學才知道,原來中學老師教的是那麼好,那麼負責任。

07.上了大學才知道,很多時候自己遇到不開心事,千萬不要渴望別人同情,大多數人會採取冷漠回敬的。那樣會更讓人家看不起。

08.上了大學才知道,生活是有很多不公平的,你一定要正視,相信實力和群眾的眼睛。

09.上了大學才知道,人的性格可以差異到如此之大。

10.上了大學才知道,一個人要自己對自己好,因為真正關心你的人很少,有了事他們也
不一定會在你身邊。所以要自己照顧自己。

11.上了大學才知道,課程會在你不經意間,拉下很多,期末考試前不一定能補回來。

12.上了大學才知道,錢用的是那麼快,用錢的地方是那麼多。

13.上了大學才知道,從現在開始應該把握每一個你能把握的人,放棄你留不住的人,不要因為想留住個別人而失去一群人。

14.上了大學才知道,自己一定在乎自己的自尊,因為你的自尊在別人眼裡根本不算什麼。

15.上了大學才知道,不要心情不好的時候對周圍人發脾氣,渴望他們諒解你,人家不是你的父母,現在你可以明白父母對自己多麼重要。

16.上了大學才知道。即便有人對情感看的無所謂,你一定要堅信,人之間的感情,有可能會令所有東西無法超越的,但記住,只是有可能。

17.上了大學才知道,會遇到許多自己看不慣的人或事,但那與你無關,別人愛咋整隨他便,別生不該生的氣,不值

18.上了大學才知道,許多曾經的人會變的讓你認不出,但請留住回憶。

19.上了大學才知道,會遇到很多誘惑,無論別人怎麼樣,你是你,你有你的原則和底限。

20.上了大學才知道,會有人很討厭你或者和你過不去,但是他愛怎麼樣就怎麼樣,我們要大度,不和小人計較,但前提是你正確。

21.上了大學才知道,很多人無法理解男女之間的朋友關係,在一起就一定是戀人,不是戀人就一定不能在一起。

22.上了大學才知道,學習要刻苦,因為憑聰明就能應付大學科目的人是鳳毛翎角。

23.上了大學才知道,原來時間一空閒下來是那麼無聊,絲毫沒有中學的充實的感覺。

24.上了大學才知道,太在乎別人了往往會傷害自己。

25.上了大學才知道,對自己好的人會隨著時間的流逝越來越少。

26.上了大學才知道,可以不把所有人當朋友,但千萬不能把一個人當敵人,至少可以當同學。

27.上了大學才知道,玩你能玩的起的,玩不起的千萬別玩,不然會輸的什麼都沒有的。

28.上了大學才知道,快樂常常來自回憶,而痛苦常常來自于回憶與現實的差距。

29.上了大學才知道,原來上課,吃飯,上自習常常得自己一個人。

30.上了大學才知道,有很多人的想法與做法你無法理解,或是根本不知道他在想什麼,千萬別在那揣摩或者瞎猜,那樣會讓自己累,既然人家要保持神秘感那就讓人家保持去啊,自己又不是占星師。

31.上了大學才知道,每個人都是帶有“地方特色”的。

32.上了大學才知道,別人請客吃飯或著自己請別人吃飯都是很平常的,甚至請一個不怎麼熟的人都是有可能的。

33.上了大學才知道,手機是有事的時候用的,並不是為了交流感情。

34.上了大學才知道,有很多東西是不屬於你的,你使勁強求會遭天遣的。

35.上了大學才知道,每個人都是認為自己的家鄉最好,無論他的家鄉貧窮或富裕。


Tuesday, June 09, 2009

TAURUS WOMAN
A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person. Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line.
She is a constantly change person. If she up sets, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her.

She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.

Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance, then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and preferred not work at home.

She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head, but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.

She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no one.She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her. Loves her, but not too much for she afraid it will limiting her freedom.

She always stand out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress like a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who are looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she could get along socially with any type of crowds.

She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that " We're better off breaking up".
She always remember her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but every things should be done for "Happiness".

She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she think of something, she will go ahead and does it. She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.
She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought. She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better paid up.

If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters. Try to likes her friends and let she has her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.


Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I miss London
I miss Euston
I miss living in an en suite room by myself
I miss da bin lo with Leysians
I miss gatherings
I miss skiving school whenever I want
I miss the "free" buses 38 and 73
I miss the Night buses
I miss Sensations Thai and Sweet Chili

I miss everyone in London
I miss London  :(


Monday, August 11, 2008

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香港幾時先可以好似英國咁有藍天白雲?
就o黎透唔到氣喇.